Fear Of Rejection.

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In The Room

We are doing the Psalm at Church. The one I choose is Psalm 139. I choose this because of the gift Evyone gave me one day at church. She didnt know me at that time, but she said she was prompted to give me it. It was a piece of decking and on it was Psalm 139:14 and a sunflower 🌻

Then this morning i was listening to my music coming over on the bus and this song just hit me. It has Psalm 139 in it

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

He's in the room (He's in the room?)
He's in the room (He's in the room?)
He's in the room (He's in the room?)
He's in the room (He's in the room?)
He's in the room (He's in the room?)

He's in the room, Jesus is in the room
He's in the room (He's in the room?)
He's in the room (He's in the room?)
He's in the room, Just ask Thalitha
He was there in that bed (He's in the room)
When he walked in the room (He's in the room)
He said, "get up, get up, get up" (He's in the room)
When Jesus is in the room (He's in the room)

You gotta, get up, get up, get up (He's in the room)
When Jesus is in the room (He's in the room)
You gotta, get up, get up, get up (He's in the room)
When Jesus is in the room (He's in the room)
You gotta, get up, get up get up (He's in the room)
When Jesus is in the room (He's in the room)
You gotta, get up, get up, get up (He's in the room)

Get up, get up, get up
Get up, get up, get up
Get up, get up, get up
Get up, get up, get up
Get up, get up, get up
Get up, get up, get up
Get up, get up, get up
Get up, get up, get up

He's in the room (He's in the room?)
He's in the room (He's in the room?)
He's in the room (He's in the room?)
He's in the room (He's in the room?)
He's in the room (He's in the room?)
He's in the room (He's in the room?)
He's in the room (He's in the room?)
He's in the room (He's in the room?)
He's in the room (He's in the room?)

He's in the room (He's in the room?)
He's in the room (He's in the room?)
You gotta know, He's in the room)
Know it for yourself, (He's in the room)
He's in the room (He's in the room?)
When everybody else walks away (He's in the room)
He's gonna stay right there (He's in the room)
He's in the room (He's in the room?)
He's in the room (He's in the room?)

I remember, right around the year 2012
I would go out and I would minister
And I was just talking about, how I would minister people
And I would watch them be healed, set free and delivered
And I would go home for days
In the dark, under the covers, with the curtains closed
I was plagued by depression and rejection
And the main thing the enemy would try to tell me
Is that I was alone

He would say, "yeah, yeah, yeah you do of all that
And if you would have died today
They would have found another Tasha"
Let me tell you something
This is a testimony
I remember being in that dark room
I remember the curtains closed
It was so dark that my roommate, who was my cousin at the time
She came and she told me

"Tasha I can't take it I gotta move out"
She left, and went to one of our family members house
Dark place
I was in that dark room crying in my bed
And the Lord, came to me
He said, "Tasha, get up and wash your face"
'Cause I'm never alone, no
I got up and He said
"For one thing you've been calling it the wrong thing

You walking around saying you're depressed
This is rejection, depression is a branch
Off of the root of rejection, so you've been off cutting branches
But tonight we're going to get to the root"
He said, "this is what I want you to say every single day
I want you to look yourself in the mirror and say
I curse the spirit of rejection, and I receive the spirit of adoption"
And every single day I walked out my deliverance
I had a revelation then that I would never forget

That I'm never alone no (never alone no)
I'm gonna stay right here
(I'll stay in His arms, right here in His safety)
And I'm never alone
(I'm never alone, He'll never forsake me)
Hey, and I'll stay in His arms
(I'll stay in His arms, right here in His safety)

I'm never alone (I'm never alone)
I'm never alone (I'm never alone)
I'm never alone (I'm never alone)
I'm never alone (I'm never alone)
I'm never alone (I'm never alone)
I'm never alone (I'm never alone)
I'm never alone (I'm never alone)
I'm never alone
Jesus is with me (I'm never alone)
I'm never alone (I'm never alone)

I'm never alone (I'm never alone)
I'm never alone (I'm never alone)
I'm never alone (I'm never alone)
He'll never, never leave me (I'm never alone)
He'll never, never leave me (I'm never alone)
He'll never, never leave me (I'm never alone)
He'll never, never leave me (I'm never alone)
He never, never leaves me, I'm never alone
He never, never leaves me, I'm never alone
Never, never leave, (I'm never alone)

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
He's in the room
Sing it one more time sing
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
He's in the room
Sing it one more time sing
Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
He's in the room

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

He's in the room (He's in the room?)

He's in the room (He's in the room?)

He's in the room (He's in the room?)

He's in the room (He's in the room?)

He's in the room (He's in the room?)

He's in the room, Jesus is in the room

He's in the room (He's in the room?)

He's in the room (He's in the room?)

He's in the room, Just ask Thalitha

He was there in that bed (He's in the room)

When he walked in the room (He's in the room)

He said, "get up, get up, get up" (He's in the room)

When Jesus is in the room (He's in the room)

You gotta, get up, get up, get up (He's in the room)

When Jesus is in the room (He's in the room)

You gotta, get up, get up, get up (He's in the room)

When Jesus is in the room (He's in the room)

You gotta, get up, get up get up (He's in the room)

When Jesus is in the room (He's in the room)

You gotta, get up, get up, get up (He's in the room)

Get up, get up, get up

Get up, get up, get up

Get up, get up, get up

Get up, get up, get up

Get up, get up, get up

Get up, get up, get up

Get up, get up, get up

Get up, get up, get up

He's in the room (He's in the room?)

He's in the room (He's in the room?)

He's in the room (He's in the room?)

He's in the room (He's in the room?)

He's in the room (He's in the room?)

He's in the room (He's in the room?)

He's in the room (He's in the room?)

He's in the room (He's in the room?)

He's in the room (He's in the room?)

He's in the room (He's in the room?)

He's in the room (He's in the room?)

You gotta know, He's in the room)

Know it for yourself, (He's in the room)

He's in the room (He's in the room?)

When everybody else walks away (He's in the room)

He's gonna stay right there (He's in the room)

He's in the room (He's in the room?)

He's in the room (He's in the room?)

I remember, right around the year 20-, 2012

I would go out and I would minister

And I was just talking about, how I would minister people

And I would watch them be healed, set free and delivered

And I would go home for days

In the dark, under the covers, with the curtains closed

I was plagued by depression and rejection

And the main thing the enemy would try to tell me

Is that I was alone

He would say, "yeah, yeah, yeah you do of all that

And if you would have died today

They would have found another Tasha"

Let me tell you something

This is a testimony

I remember being in that dark room

I remember the curtains closed

It was so dark that my roommate, who was my cousin at the time

She came and she told me

"Tasha I can't take it I gotta move out"

She left, and went to one of our family members house

Dark place

I was in that dark room crying in my bed

And the Lord, came to me

He said, "Tasha, get up and wash your face"

'Cause I'm never alone, no

I got up and He said

"For one thing you've been calling it the wrong thing

You walking around saying you're depressed

This is rejection, depression is a branch

Off of the root of rejection, so you've been off cutting branches

But tonight we're going to get to the root"

He said, "this is what I want you to say every single day

I want you to look yourself in the mirror and say

I curse the spirit of rejection, and I receive the spirit of adoption"

And every single day I walked out my deliverance

I had a revelation then that I would never forget

That I'm never alone no (never alone no)

I'm gonna stay right here

(I'll stay in His arms, right here in His safety)

And I'm never alone

(I'm never alone, He'll never forsake me)

Hey, and I'll stay in His arms

(I'll stay in His arms, right here in His safety)

I'm never alone (I'm never alone)

I'm never alone (I'm never alone)

I'm never alone (I'm never alone)

I'm never alone (I'm never alone)

I'm never alone (I'm never alone)

I'm never alone (I'm never alone)

I'm never alone (I'm never alone)

I'm never alone

Jesus is with me (I'm never alone)

I'm never alone (I'm never alone)

I'm never alone (I'm never alone)

I'm never alone (I'm never alone)

I'm never alone (I'm never alone)

He'll never, never leave me (I'm never alone)

He'll never, never leave me (I'm never alone)

He'll never, never leave me (I'm never alone)

He'll never, never leave me (I'm never alone)

He never, never leaves me, I'm never alone

He never, never leaves me, I'm never alone

Never, never leave, (I'm never alone)

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

He's in the room

Sing it one more time sing

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

He's in the room

Sing it one more time sing

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

He's in the room

Came to pass/ This Too Shall Pass.

And it shall come to pass afterward, that I will pour out my spirit upon all flesh; and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, your young men shall see visions:

I wonder is that how they got this quote 

They are two different phrases with distinct meanings and histories.

It Came to Pass

This is a narrative phrase meaning "it happened" or "it occurred".Biblical Origin: It appears hundreds of times in the King James Bible (e.g., "And it came to pass...") to introduce a new event.Modern Usage: Today, it is mostly used in storytelling or formal writing to give a sense of historical or dramatic weight.

This Too Shall Pass

This is an adage about impermanence, meaning that current situations—whether good or bad—are temporary.Non-Biblical Origin: Despite popular belief, this phrase is not in the Bible.Historical Roots: It likely originated from medieval Persian Sufi poets.Legend: It is often linked to a story about King Solomon, who supposedly wanted a ring that would make a happy man sad and a sad man happy.Popularity: It was made famous in the West by Abraham Lincoln in an 1859 speech.

💡 Key Difference: "It came to pass" refers to the past (something happened), while "This too shall pass" refers to the present/future (this current state will eventually end

Well done, good and faithful servant!' Matthew 25:23 NIV

Play your part

Saturday 9th May 2026

'Well done, good and faithful servant!' Matthew 25:23 NIV

If you study famous musicians, you'll often find that they learned their craft by playing in a band or orchestra. That's because certain skills - learning to blend with other instruments, keeping tempo, learning to play louder or softer, following the conductor's lead - can only be learned by playing with others. And what's true of a band or orchestra is even truer of a community of believers.

Jesus illustrated this in his parable of the talents (see Matthew 25:14-30). One man was given five talents and ended up with ten. Another man was given two talents and ended up with four. A third man was given one talent, and he buried it. In a sense, Jesus was talking about people playing their parts and how important that is to God's kingdom. Not everyone plays the same instrument, and not everyone has the same part. Some instruments are louder than others, and some parts are bigger than others. It's not how much you have that matters to Jesus; it's what you do with what you have that matters to him.

There are no insignificant talents in God's kingdom. Our talents may differ in number, but they all come from the same source. All Jesus wants you to do is play your part. He does not expect the same results, but he does expect the same effort. He never compares you with anyone else. He compares you only with you. He doesn't look at what you have; he looks at what you do with what you have. So just play your part

Psalm 19:9

Woke up this morning and Kelly has been on my mind dince last night since i watched the video. I knew i shouldnt have but i did. Now she has a stronghold over me.

Biblical/Spiritual: In some Christian contexts, it refers to ideas or thoughts that oppose the knowledge of God.

So i went into my room snd prsyed and i got Proverbs 19:9 NLT

[9] A false witness will not go unpunished, and a liar will be destroyed.

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