Restless night so knew God wanted to speak to me

Jean had sent Taw up a guy from helping hands to give Taw a bag of food. She was thinking of him and thought she was doing a good deed.

Which she was but i just knew he wouldn't accept it.  So this started me off with resentments and I was getting irritated.

Why am I still bothered by what Taw does when I don't want to be........

 Then God put on my mind this video.... from about 1:05 mins I reminded this. I may not have it exactly but you'll get the jif.....


"Peacemaking is not about appeasing the other person. If your always giving into the other person ways you are allowing yourself to be manipulated. God certainly dosen't expect you to be a door mat. [Definately ME!!!!!]

When you study the ministry of Jesus you'll learn that he never backed off from controversial issues and He didn't settle them by compromising


Here the truth appeasement always results in resentment. Resentment swallows your feelings and your stomach always keeps score

Next time you need to keep the peace in your life spend time talking to God. He cares about your problems , He'll  give you the wisdom, courage and strength to keep the peace Jesus is right there with you in the Holy Spirit.


He also reminded me of something else I heard that day...."God has taken you out to put you in somewhere else"

And it made me think after listen to the above video. That I'm still holding onto my old ways with Taw. I need to let it go...because these thoughts and feelings are not from God He wants to do a new thing in me, and I dont think God wants Taw to be there and if He does He will be. It won't be up to me.

So like in my other blog I need to be Divinely Directed and not lean on my own understanding....Thank You Lord.