My Life Journal

13th May 2020...

The words that are coming up alot just now is DECREE/DECLARE There is power in words so thats why we need to say them out loud.

and also the words DIVINE DIRECTION. I bought two books and didnt even know they were called this....

So I am following Gods Divine Direction and declariing The Words from the Bible over my body to be healthy. Because the doctors are definately not getting it right. I am so frustrated with them just now. Monday I got myself in a real state because they just dont listen!!!!!! No wonder the boys use to go nuts about them too. I thought they were just looking for tablets but now I know they just wanted the pain to go away 😢 just like me

My brother Charlie went to the same doctors as me and they didnt do there job right with him too...He died of cancer and they didnt even diagnosed him correctly😡

Honestly I was in that much in pain I just wanted to end my liffe. But The Holy Spirit in me wouldnt allow it.


14th May 2020
After my zoom meeting with My Suport Group I was just thinking about how we are the authors of our own life but really in essence God is. Because up to now I havent done a very good job. I think thats why i was lead to the books above about "Divine Direction because it says In Hebrews 12:2 "looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith"

15th May 2020

I was watching a video of Joseph Prince and he mentioned his book "EAT YOUR WAY TO LIFE AND HEALTH" so I downloaded a sample of his book and there it was again "God is not the (AUTHOR ) of sickness, disease,and death"

He is the Author of Health and Abundance.....John10:10 (NLT).....The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; My purpose is to give them a rich and satisfying life"

The first chapter is titled "COME TO THE TABLE" this was a theme at cherish when I was there two years ago.

Then when I was on my kindle I saw a book for only 99p and it was called "HOW TO PRAY AND DECREE".

I found this interesting because Decree has been coming up a lot recently and Pastor Joseph Prince was on TBN yesterday and his tittle for his sermon was "SPEAK OUT BY FAITH AND WIN"