The Story Of My Fingers.

On the 31st of January my finger tips are really very sensitive to things I'm touching, it's so annoying. They are very red like they are on fire. Now my lips are like it to. 

So I google it and I found this site about  Fingers. I can relate to some of it. It says 

" THE PEOPLE WHO STORE THEIR EMOTIONS IN THEIR FINGER TIPS". 

When I was writting the above I remembered something Marcella said at a Celebrate Recovery Group.

"THOUGHTS UNRAVEL THROUGH THE LIPS AND FINGER TIPS"

When I'm writting this I realised my lips are the exact same as my finger tips!!! 

So it's TRUE when you write or speak out things do unravel.🙂 

A little later I was reading the book I got at Cherish. Every year I went Charlotte Gamble gave every woman at that conference a gift and I still have them. 

Cherish is a Christian Woman Convention I went too. The ladies of the Kings Church arranged it, and I was blessed for the first two years I went to it, someone had paid for my trip. 

We went for four days and the hotel we stayed in was just amaising. The third year I saved up to go I didnt want to get it a third time free I wanted someone else to be blessed. 

A lady called Marion was like a fairy godmother to me when I was at that church.

So as I was saying I was reading from a book called Breath by Charlotte Gamble. It is a devotional book and the page that I had read that day said 

"We need to become more intentional..not wasting our words (and emotions..added by me) but planting them. 

So this is why I am writting about my feeling just now. I want to unravel the thoughts I have in my head!! I want to be intentional.

So let's see what unravels when I am writting. I had writting this down first on paper because of what Marcella said about when we write things down on paper our thoughts start to unravel.

So when I was reading some of the info from the site I found about Fingers these point stood out ....

# depending on what we're feeling, we experience a mild sense of pleasure or displeasure...Research has shown that these preferences  can have measurable effects, influencing our moods and how we relate to others.

# it makes sense that the word feeling can refer to an emotion

#so I feel that my emotions are causing me to be touchy with certain people.

# its annoying when I touch certain materials (people)

#certain people are making me cringe.

#So when I am cringing people around me are making me very annoyed!!!!!