Sitting In Asda

I'm watching a guy I use to know years ago. Back then he was mentally impaired now he has a carer. 

She is a Pakistani and I was watching her she had no contact with the guy and in my head I heard myself saying "IF YOUR HEARTS NO IN THE JOB WHY YOU DOING IT FOR ...IS IT JUST FOR THE MONEY"

This is me judging and criticism someone. I don't know what I'd be like as a carer???

But the I thought maybe this is what God is saying to me. Has he got my heart or am I just doing it for the blessings ..