I Love this picture for this Journal. When I look back over my life. I can see that the biggest lessons I have learned is through the hard times. I use to curse
them but now I just ask "whats the lesson in it for me
when I stayed up in Motherwell I had a vision board and the title was "Cultivating A New life? It was the beginning of my New life in Christ.And the theme was gardening Just like this photo.
We need to get to the root of the stuff we want to remove from our lives.We also have to feed and take care of the things we want to stay in our lives.
In 2010 I went to the Alcoholics Anonomous. My drinking was getting out of hand. it was taking over my life.
My brother John had hanged himself in 1999. And I just could not cope with the grief. So Alcohol was my escape. Also in 2000 I found out that Vincent was a heroine addict. So that was another excuse for my drinking, I was so selfish, I was just thinking about myself and I wasnt there to support my family I can see that now, I couldnt back then.
This is why guilt is eating me up right now.I wanted so much to go back to recovery groups but because of the pandemic all the Recovery meetings where closed. A friend from church gave me a link for some Christian Recovery Groups and I loved them.
On one of the meetings one night a guy called Matthew who guided the meetings mentioned The Life Recovery Bible. So I bought it and I just love it.
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