All You Wanted Was My Heart

 I was texting Jean on what's app about my addiction to sugar. She says cut it down but I said I was going to do it the 12step way. 

I am powerless over it, so I'm handing my life over to the care of God. And I said tomorrow is the first day of my new life. 

Then this song started to play All you ever wanted ❤️

Then at 3:00 am Lainey posted this in the prayer group on what's app Move your heart

He just wants to come into my 💖 but I've hardened it again because of things that people have done. 

I'm reading a book just now by Carey Nieuwhof. And I highlighted this

" perhaps most disturbingly cynicism begins to infect your relationship with God. When you close your heart to people you close your heart to God. That shouldn't surprise us, but it does. It only makes sense that the very fact of hardening your heart to people simply hardens your heart. And that's the danger --when you close yourself off to people you close yourself off to God. You find yourself trusting less and doubting more"